IntroWhen I first saw the new
Star Trek film, I was in a state of shock. I couldn't think straight without thinking back on how completely incredible the characters were, and I found myself lingering on the little things: the silence in space while chaos errupted around the Starfleet ships, the absolute horror of the monster that Nero had become. But something didn't quite set right...I wanted to know more, and especially about the intriguing half Vulcan officer, Mister Spock....so began a journey into what has become my favorite science fiction series, and into a character who I think a lot of us can identify with....
Plot SummaryChristine Chapel's world is turned upside down at a young age when a freak accident (that could have been prevented if things went as planned) ended up in the brutal death of her parents. From then onward she searches and strives for total and complete control of all the aspects of her life, and she seeks to help out those who need her. Eventually this search leads her on a journey that will rock the very foundations of her belief system, involving time traveling old men and young men who burrow infuriatingly deep into her heart. Where do her true loyalties lie? To her fiance, or to her ship, the
U.S.S. Enterprise and the friends she has found while aboard during her five year tour? Will she end up miserable, or will the Prince Charming she doesn't want to wish for finally mend her shredded heart?
Inspiration:The main inspiration for this fanfiction comes from a project that I started and abandoned (quite by accident) almost the night after I saw
Star Trek. I'd just seen the TOS episode,
The Naked Time, and a scene from
Amok Time that deeply affected me. Christine Chapel was, despite being under the infulence of the Psi 2000 virus, completely honest with her feelings for Spock. Her confession was heart wrenching, and made even more so by Spock's response.
"I'm sorry. I am sorry."In that one line, Spock says a million things at once. I cannot possibly attempt to translate what he meant in a way that would honor the writers of this episode, but I think in essence he was apologizing for his inability to return her very human emotions. And I think that he really did regret that he couldn't.
There is also something else that inspired me so much that I've been brave enough to step into the world of Star Trek fanfictions. A wonderful writer whom I respect a LOT for her ability to delve into the character and make them realistic has written a wonderful fanfiction that I highly suggest that my fellow Star Trek fans (if not all of you, even if you don't like Star Trek) read.
Part One:
[link]Part Two:
[link]And here's her deviantArt for some of her gorgeous photography and more fanfictions, and not just for the Spockel shippers.

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Aconitum-NapellusDedicationTo Majel Barrett-Roddenberry, the First Lady of Star Trek. Hoping you and Gene are up there in the stars together somewhere.

May you rest in peace.
ChaptersChapter One: .43% Finished. Posted:
[link]Chapter Two: .5% Finished. Posted:
[link]Chapter Three: Outlining
Chapter Four: Outlining
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Stand Alone Chapters/Snippets
After the Battle, Music Meme. Prompt 1 100% Complete.
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Panda/Rabid/What-Have-You
I can see forever. D:
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La guillotine--elle a souri
Quand le sang royal, il la tachée
La guillotine elle est heureuse
La guillotine heureuse !
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(And lol yeah they need to make a guyxgirl and girlxgirl version of those icons. D
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oh totally.... i might make one actually lol us girls gotta get some lovin too!
And seriously, we do. D: I wish hetero stuff was more popular on dA.
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theyre just some i found.... i cant find any more creepy rapefaces... link kinda just won that one XD
SO FUCKING SCARY.
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